Hey, have any of you seen Severus? Lily asked rushing past a group of Gryffindors in her search.
That weird Slytherin boy you hang out with with the greasy hair? one of the girls asked while looking down her nose. After receiving a reproachful glare from Lily, she sighed, rolling her eyes, and pointed down toward the lake. I thought I saw him down by that tree with his cauldron. He's always pouring over some book or potion. You'd think he'd have a life.
Thanks, Lily called halfheartedly,
Maybe we were playing it wrong
or couldnt see it right.
Maybe you just wanted somebody new
or maybe our lonely hearts were never meant to be.
But one thing is certain.
You need more than love to make it work.
I thought that you werent just anybody when
I called out for your help, and you have to know its true
that you were always on my mind.
It felt so right, you in my arms as we danced through life together,
but in the end, we just werent strong enough.
And soon you got so far under my skin that it only made things worse.
I tried writing for you everyday so you would see how I truly felt,
but somewhere a
Happiness is the bane of my creativity.
I cant focus on hatred and oppression,
on Revolution and the failures of the people
who claim to have our best interest at heart
while theyre really fucking us over,
on how SICK
the people of our nation can be,
how murder and rape and abuse
run rampant on the streets,
IN OUR HOMES!
when I cant stop smiling.
I cant write about sorrow and agony,
of how I can feel my soul dying a little more each day
as I watch the news of the war,
of a mother killing her own children,
of child porn and genocide,
racial hatred and the fight for a better world
Denied
while my head
I miss when things were good.
And see, thats the funny thing because things were never good all at once. I miss pieces of time.
I miss people being who I thought they were because I havent changed.
Or maybe I did.
Maybe Ive become so broken that I cant tell the difference anymore.
But I hate that no one gets along like they should. I hate that its become a struggle to stay friends with people we never thought we could live without.
And I hate watching you walk away.
I hate feeling like Im the only one who sees anything, feels anything, and that I have to act animatronic.
Im sick of the walls w
The storm howls outside,
wind furiously growling
as it demands entrance to our domain.
But the windows are shut
and we are safe indoors.
No wild car race down the back alleys,
no sword fighting on the porch,
no camping trips the wilderness of suburbia.
No.
We are safe inside.
The prickling of my skin calls to the rain,
yearning for its cold embrace,
to run with the wind,
dancing to natures strobe light,
keeping beat with the thunder.
But no.
We are inside,
safe and sound.
I want to climb up on the roof
to catch a glimpse of the swirling clouds
as they darken and form their magnificent funnel,
ignoring the sirens mea
Waking up with mornings first glow
as sunlight gently caresses
your shoulder and birds call to each
other through the dawning fog.
Still groggy as you travel back
from slumber where your dreams were sweet,
you turn, all your senses reaching
out for any trace of him.
So sure that he was there, that he
belonged there, next to you that for
a moment you feel your heart break,
scream out in sorrow that hes not.
But do not mourn for me,
for the fact that I dont lay beside you.
Rejoice that you have someone to miss
and know, beyond a shadow of a doubt,
that I will return to you.
Shes always smiling,
upbeat, cheerful
with never a depressing thought.
She walks in dance steps,
humming sweetly
with a skip in her step and a swirl in her skirt,
this fair-weather friend of mine.
We talk of literature and poetry,
of classes and cute animals.
We talk of starry skies and ice cream
of boys we like and history,
this fair-weather friend of mine.
Her voice compared to those of heaven,
she serenades those who stop to listen
as I sing backup in the park,
this fair-weather friend of mine.
Well go to movies, play card games,
and visit playgrounds late at night.
Well babysit and garden,
go shopping
A stones throw away
the new from the old,
the 20s and the millennial children
playing among the art of the past.
The moon rises above
those claiming to be of open mind
but are just as stuck up and pompous
as the rest of us who have a dream
to become more than what we were born to.
Hippies who kept the drugs and lost the cause,
spouting on about new-age medicine and corporate America,
unwilling to do what is necessary to change,
content to simply wait for things to happen.
The old world is left behind
and beauty is replaced with modern convenience,
those who swore to protect it falling to the wayside,
blitzed out of thei
You were never easy to define.
One moment the epitome of the word jackass,
the next sweeter than I could have expected.
And I never knew quite what to think of you
even as you became predictable as the snow.
I ignored my friends when they told me that you were no good.
And part of me knew they were right.
Part of me knew that this would all end in a heartache;
one I never thought I was strong enough to overcome.
But time changes us.
Time changed who I thought you were and soon,
I couldnt help but look at you with stars in my eyes
even as you gave me reason time and again not to.
And I went through a lot for what I thought w
Some Help for Any Guy Who Has the Unsettling Misfortune of Dating Me
I know I'm conflicting. I can't help it. You may say it's cause I'm female. It's not. It's because I'm scared and confused, because I'm slowly realizing that I've never known who I am. It's because I'm human. And if it bothers you, I'm sorry, but I only know one way to live.
I want to be and feel beautiful, but at the same time, I want to be loved for my mind. I want to be able to be a girl, but I also want to be one of the guys. I want to feel passionate about someone, but nothing compares to being held by someone I care about. I want to be the lover and the friend, and i
Her name is written across my notebook,
scribbled long ago,
before the end of what was great,
before we fell apart,
scattered to the corners
because looking at each others' faces
reminded us of her.
Her.
Her name,
hidden between the pages,
next to the Civil War and last minute Chem notes,
finds my eyes
and I hear my breath catch in a sob
before I push it back,
deep into the labyrinth of forgotten thought.
Her name is written across my notebook,
a scar upon my chest I can't quite see
but never seems to heal,
voices, faces, scenes of life and memory
refusing not to play.
And the blood.
Oh the blood and the screech of whinin
This plant is a perfect example of our relationship. You gave it to me on the first anniversary of the day we became a couple. Through the years, it has continued to stand as it always has, pink fabric flowers that never bloom, never grow and green plastic stems, fabric leaves that never change, never alter from their baser design.
As we aged, as I grew and required more from life than just plastic flowers that didnt change, couldnt change but always remained the same, the song of our love began to fade; the sunshine grew grey and dim. And finally, in one instant, the pot that held us together shattered, the plant uprooting itsel
You were never easy to define.
One moment the epitome of the word jackass,
the next sweeter than I could have expected.
And I never knew quite what to think of you
even as you became predictable as the snow.
I ignored my friends when they told me that you were no good.
And part of me knew they were right.
Part of me knew that this would all end in a heartache;
one I never thought I was strong enough to overcome.
But time changes us.
Time changed who I thought you were and soon,
I couldnt help but look at you with stars in my eyes
even as you gave me reason time and again not to.
And I went through a lot for what I thought w
A stones throw away
the new from the old,
the 20s and the millennial children
playing among the art of the past.
The moon rises above
those claiming to be of open mind
but are just as stuck up and pompous
as the rest of us who have a dream
to become more than what we were born to.
Hippies who kept the drugs and lost the cause,
spouting on about new-age medicine and corporate America,
unwilling to do what is necessary to change,
content to simply wait for things to happen.
The old world is left behind
and beauty is replaced with modern convenience,
those who swore to protect it falling to the wayside,
blitzed out of thei
Shes always smiling,
upbeat, cheerful
with never a depressing thought.
She walks in dance steps,
humming sweetly
with a skip in her step and a swirl in her skirt,
this fair-weather friend of mine.
We talk of literature and poetry,
of classes and cute animals.
We talk of starry skies and ice cream
of boys we like and history,
this fair-weather friend of mine.
Her voice compared to those of heaven,
she serenades those who stop to listen
as I sing backup in the park,
this fair-weather friend of mine.
Well go to movies, play card games,
and visit playgrounds late at night.
Well babysit and garden,
go shopping
Waking up with mornings first glow
as sunlight gently caresses
your shoulder and birds call to each
other through the dawning fog.
Still groggy as you travel back
from slumber where your dreams were sweet,
you turn, all your senses reaching
out for any trace of him.
So sure that he was there, that he
belonged there, next to you that for
a moment you feel your heart break,
scream out in sorrow that hes not.
But do not mourn for me,
for the fact that I dont lay beside you.
Rejoice that you have someone to miss
and know, beyond a shadow of a doubt,
that I will return to you.
The storm howls outside,
wind furiously growling
as it demands entrance to our domain.
But the windows are shut
and we are safe indoors.
No wild car race down the back alleys,
no sword fighting on the porch,
no camping trips the wilderness of suburbia.
No.
We are safe inside.
The prickling of my skin calls to the rain,
yearning for its cold embrace,
to run with the wind,
dancing to natures strobe light,
keeping beat with the thunder.
But no.
We are inside,
safe and sound.
I want to climb up on the roof
to catch a glimpse of the swirling clouds
as they darken and form their magnificent funnel,
ignoring the sirens mea
I miss when things were good.
And see, thats the funny thing because things were never good all at once. I miss pieces of time.
I miss people being who I thought they were because I havent changed.
Or maybe I did.
Maybe Ive become so broken that I cant tell the difference anymore.
But I hate that no one gets along like they should. I hate that its become a struggle to stay friends with people we never thought we could live without.
And I hate watching you walk away.
I hate feeling like Im the only one who sees anything, feels anything, and that I have to act animatronic.
Im sick of the walls w
Okay peoples who actually read my writing. A local literary magazine of sorts entitled the Judas Goat is accepting up to 10 submission of poetry and 3 of short fiction (short hereby meaning under 1500 words) and I was curious to see what your opinions of which poems I should enter. In the past I have submitted but last year I refrained from it. I am considering entering this year again. Suggestions? Hell, even topics that you think might go well are appreciated. Thanks Guys! ^__^